.tied up.

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

peace & joy

i'm praying that God will grant you peace of mind and pure joy.
lightning flashed through the sky.
an eagle circled above.
rain clouds gathered.
a strange feeling settled within me.
tummy started feeling uneasy.
something just wasn't right.
i stood there.
cheer my heart out for you.
i watch the last few metres of the race...
and i saw that anguish pasted on ur face.
my eyes grew damp.
i watch in disbelief.
i watched.
i cheered.
but my heart sank.
you finished it.
i wondered how you were.
i wanted to find you and try to comfort you.
but i knew there was no way i could.
i desperately cheered the rest on.
i was dying for a miracle.
i was dying to know how you were doing.
i saw you, supported by your friends, stumbling across the empty space.
an unhappy face.
i didn't want to go.
i watched you inch forward.
but i knew i could only watch from a distance.
i know you feel a million times worst.
but i couldn't do a thing.
i only feel sad becuase you were unhappy.
and i felt hopeless cause i couldn't do anything to make you feel better.
i watched you reappear with sunglasses.
i watched you kneel down.
i watched you break down.
& yet as a friend, i could do nothing.
i watch you leave, walking alone.
i took the chance.
i shook your hand.
and gave you a weak smile.
anyhow.
i just wanted to tell you,
just as you were there cheering me up when i was down.
i hope i too can cheer you up when u are down.
i hope that you will be strong and get over this soon.
cheerios.
i know that you are wise enough to discern and know when it's right.
but i'll be there if u ever need someone.
smile.
i'll be waiting for you to smile again.
i hope i see you tomorrow.
i have something for you.

[ Jude whispered ][ 10:17 PM ]

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